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Broke. i'm broke! :(
just paid for my accommodation for this semester (+ general deposit and late fee charges, well i'm not being informed about the fee to be paid but they kept charging me for late payment until now! mygoodnesss!)
i think i have $100+ left in my bank account. yup! that's it. nothing more.
and a few bucks in my purse.
wow!! i'm officially broke! O.O
when is our sponsor crediting our account? It's November already! money should be in by end of last month or early this month! gosh! are they always like that? even when we're overseas?
what if we really have no more money to even eat?
never thought of that huh?
they trust us to find our own source of income i guess. (means that i should find a part-time job here, at least i can save up some of my income for emergency usage. hmm...)

oh and i got my test 2 results back.
hmm, well, a friend told me: study is all about using the right method.
it makes full sense to me!
well, a bit of a good news here
my improvement of grades from test 1 to test 2
history: D to B
political science: B to A
Physics: C to C
calculus: B to ?

well, at least, i've found out the way to study for history and political science, (despite the fact that i still don't like it that 88 or 89 is called a B!)
physics :{
another friend who's in physics PhD said something that made full sense too.,
he asked me how's physics, i replied with sigh and disappointment and hopelessness, but when i asked him back 'how's physics?', he said Good!
wow. i'm amazed.
he explained that "it's always hard, it has been always hard and it will always be hard. but i don't want to complain about it."
simple words eh? but impacting to me.
well, it is my choice, i've chosen to take this path, so why am i complaining and dreading the subject which is supposed to be my favorite?
well, i've decided that, I wont complain about it, i'll just face it with a positive attitude.
it's always hard, so i won't expect it to grow easy, just that i will try again and again to conquer and master the skill of studying physics,
adding up to a point that i believe God is bringing me there, i'm on my way! :)
and another big discovery that make me <3 physics more is that
Physics brought me closer to God! hahaha!
ain't that COOL? 8-)

simple updates:

@went to this gospel choir concert where most of them are african american. i've been having secret desires to one day attend this kind of church or to listen to a real-life awesome-pohsum choir of theirs. without proper planning, dreams come true. their music is just awesome! they have very little practices, most of it were spontaneous but it turned out like. WOW! (just to give a brief picture-it's like Sister Act when they sang altogether) but this is even greater! the whole congregation actually got up to their feet and sang and dance together and all of them sang so well!!! My God's awesome creation. the best part was that all of us were praising God together with those christian songs sang by melodious voices! <3333
@oh oh oh, and i'm beyond surprised to receive a call from Malaysia. thanks to jowel the bunny who sang 'pingpong' on the phone to me ^^
@planning to go Dallas/sugarland/ St Marcus for blackfriday shopping and thanksgiving. still undecided, but looking at my under-credited account, *sigh* ......
@praying that i'll get an assignment to off-campus housing soon *praying hard!!*

alright, signing off and hoping forward for the better! yay ^^