Blessed Steps

Praise God for everything. I was just thinking about the peace that I had even at the beginning when I thought of having a job for summer. This is what my prayer is: 1) I want to have an office work 2) I am expecting it to be part-time 3) I only wanna work for the summer Am I too bold to be honest to those employers by saying that I'd only wanna work for the summer but not interested in continuing for regular semesters? Am I too bold to reject an interview which offers a full-time lab position? I don't know where I get the guts from. I think I would call it FAITH. believing in what you do not see. This is the kinda peace that I had when I was waiting for JPA. I don't know where God is gonna lead me, but I prayed and I knew that I am gonna get some kind of scholarship somewhere that will send me oversea to study. because that was what I've prayed for. I have the peace. I am just waiting for it. It is the same here. I just talked to my friend who had suggested me Not to...

Do you ever remember your first time? When you recall, most of them are just silly moments and they definitely can fit into the 'most embarrassing stories' from your book of life hmm, so, I was trying to open the dishwasher but I tried too hard and it wouldn't open. I tried my best so that I don't have to ask my roommate (especially when all her friends are at the living room visiting her). but to no avail, so I ask "T, I think there's some problem with the dishwasher? I can't open after closing it" "Dish washer?" She walked to the kitchen, place her hand on the handle, and opened it with hardly any strength used. She laughed and said "you just have to press the thing in the middle" her friends were laughing. Lol. "that's funny" I replied *embarrassment #1* I cooked and was so satisfied with my cooking and was ready to wash the dishes when the smoke detector went off and it was deafening! Ngiao ngiao ngiao ngiao!!! I ...

After waiting patiently for a year, I get the chance to have my own kitchen and yay!!!! first properly cooked meal in my life. should I mark this date down in my calender? xD funnily enough, when i ponder back at how much I wished to move out last semester but God stopped me :? Last semester, i wanted to move to the other closer and more expensive off-campus apartment, but funnily enough, I applied so early but still didn't get it. well, if I've gotten that, I wouldn't have found this place with these awesome roommates :) I'm living in a 4bed, 4bath apartment with 3 other girls: 2 Asian American girls and 1 Taiwanese + ME (Malaysian). I'm nicely satisfied with where I am right now. Interesting enough as well, God somehow arranged and allowed me to have my own decisions at the same time. Okay, so when people ask me who am i living with. "I don't know all my roommates before I moved in" They would give me a surprise look. "well, but now i know them ...

Just finished watching this movie. gosh! I felt weird. It just stirred my emotion so much! (not that I cried) but it's just the ups and downs, tension, frustration, and ERG! eagerness and desperation to express the feelings for the actor!! and when the movie finished, i sat on my seat, feeling like I was still in the movie. this is strange. hmm, well, it came down to one conclusion to be made, and one lesson to be learned. Life is complicated. yea. just that line. for the lesson part: Speak your mind. (Speak out for what you feel and think. Don't be a coward who tries too hard to hide but fails) overall, I wonder why is the rating only 5.5 out of 10. I really do think that it's a good movie. (maybe the effect increased by watching it in a cinema. but still, Grrrreaaaaaaata!) well, just, check this out: http://somethingborrowedmovie.warnerbros.com/ [outta here! gonna start the kids' sunday school prep!]

I'm finally done with my moving and is comfortably sitting on my new bed, in my new room, in my new apartment :D Thanks to all who've helped me in the process (and even those who wished to help but just couldn't make it) and a big YAY! for own bathroom, own kitchen and own room! Bazingga! hmm, so. Final's over. Spring semester's over. What now? summer semester is coming!! before it starts, i do hope that i can at least chill and have some fun. and I'm still praying for a job. I've been to two interviews so far and I'm still waiting for the replies from more and and and I actually found out from a friend's friend that there's this vet lab which wants to hire student worker for only the summer! (That's Perfect!!) but vet? animals? (though she said i won't be dealing with animals. just the lab part), but still, lab? erg. that's smtg i.would.not.prefer. well, Beggar doesn't have a choice, do they? hmm, i'll wait till weekend and i...