the Aftermath

within 30 min after I typed the previous blog post.

I was thinking, getting a job and start working wasn't that easy after all.

the department requires 5-20days of processing, by the time my documents are ready, it's about a week left till July. (given that they approve me of my job, of course; otherwise, don't even dream about earning my own money)

just then, i received a call from this lady from my church, and she asked if i'm interested in taking care of the kids on Saturday night (when the church is having family fellowship. it's only one Saturday every month).

and I was thinking, yea, I can do that. I don't have anything On on Saturdays.

and she explained that she understands the life of an undergraduate, not having income, having own school work and such, and that she'd talked to the fellowship and they agreed to give a small amount of 'thankyou gift' or rather known as salary? to the student who helped out.

oh wow! I'm kinda blown away by that.

and I just said "How bout I helped but I don't think I'll receive that offering. Since it's just one saturday per month, it's not like it's taking up much of my time. I think i can do that."

she insisted. and she said it's a very small amount. just take it.

"okay. Thanks."

*shrug*

Hello God! God up there, God everywhere.

You just wanna show me that You're really there huh?

Okay! I trust You. please handle my life for me then.

I'm telling you that I'm letting go, as in Everything, every part.

You can take it and make the best outta it right?

:)

I trust You.

*whisper* Thank You!